would give up on my life right now if it wasnt for my lou lou and hopefully fingers crossed our baby i cant cope any longer =[

im always attacked

wish i was skinny and pretty and like these celebs in my magazines guess i need a merical as im short fat and ugly that must be reason

ouch bitch that hurt hope u get what u deserve u stuck up tart i hope u lose ur chance off workin with kids

losing u has really upset me i love u granddad look after lily for me

i blame u u crazy slapper for my hair loss

this year has been shit ive been though sso much but im entering a new year where ill be stronger and wiser for the mistakes of this year

gawd im soooo blond i swear i must say daft stuff million timess a day =s argh someone shoot me put a end to everyones misery having me ther

i survied christmas (almost ) wish u had spent it with me baby

rip my darling lily happy christmas baby mummy and daddy louis love u and always will forget ash

my hairs falling out dunno why but its come at the worse possiable time

wanna do a glog but really dunno what to do it about

meeting more family over facebook

its getting ever closer to your anniversary my presious angel im determinded to be strong for u princess

getting mega upset feel like i did last christmas really wish this pain would stop heart brokens not word i need my man now

god cant belife its a year on sunday since my princess went daddy step daddy and mummy loves u baby girl

till the day i see you again

happy christmas to my darling angel enjoy your sleep princess one day mummy will see you again i love u millions from the day i found out

in 17 days i will be lost yet again because it will be a year since my little angel left this world and went to her great uncle and nanna